“We put everything into the Venus record,” Tori Amos said in 1999. “I mean everything. Nobody slept; we were on a high.” Amos’ fifth album, To Venus And Back, wasn’t meant to happen. Exhausted by releasing and touring four extraordinarily successful records since 1992, Amos wanted to rest.
To keep momentum going while easing pressure on herself, she planned to put out a live album alongside a disc of rarities. But she found that her creative sparks had other ideas. A whole new suite of songs came to her instead and, although the live collection came together (it was packaged together with To Venus And Back), fans were also treated to a disc of all-new compositions.
To Venus And Back is among Amos’ sparsest, most electronic works, finding its creator at her most experimental. And although an overall mood of spaced-out melancholy permeates the album’s grooves, each track has its own distinctive character. “The songs are individual films, I think,” Amos has said – and we explore their worlds in this track-by-track guide to every song on the album.
Listen to ‘To Venus And Back’ here.
‘To Venus And Back’: A Guide To Every Song On The Tori Amos Album
Bliss
“I sing ‘Father, I killed my monkey’ to lead off the song,” Amos has said of Bliss, “which explains that sometimes you even destroy your own, so they can’t excavate it.” Amos clarified that this song was partly about cherishing your secrets, to the extent of extinguishing them – thereby ensuring they can’t ever be found.
The use of the word “father” is also important. Fathers, gods and the authority they wield has been a recurring motif in many of Amos’ songs, from Winter onwards. In Bliss, Amos reflects on how a father figure (sometimes unconsciously) seeks control over his daughter, and the rebellion that wells up within the daughter as a result.
The first single lifted from To Venus And Back, Bliss was innovative in another way – it was an early purchasable download. In the press release accompanying the single’s release, Amos’ label claimed that this “groundbreaking sales initiative marked the first time that a major label had made a downloadable single commercially available”. This was nearly two years ahead of the launch of iTunes, in 2001, which mainstreamed the purchase of single songs.